Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Guess where I'll be



Hi people!! Here's a riddle for you guys to solve. I'll be here for about a week starting tomorrow.....Care to guess where? Have fun guessing!!!!


Sunday, June 26, 2011

Kumon oh Kumon!!!

Today's resolution - MUST enrol my youngest son Fahim in KUMON!!!

Reason - He scored only 68 in Maths, and BM pun teruk...so, he only managed to get 36th position out of 38 in his class. Even though it's the best class but I'm afraid he'll fall so much behind in the finals again that he'll drop a class or two in std 4 class placement nanti.....malu kat org :(

I'm praying to Allah...hear me out Allah....please...please.....help me help Fahim improve in class.....sob sob sob!!!


Saturday, June 25, 2011

Believe in yourself



Hello peeps....

Not sure if anyone's reading this blog of mine. Kita kan popular...NOT! Naaaaa.....actually, i'm a very2 shy person. I'm afraid of being judged by people from my writings. I guess i have a bad case of low self esteem. I wish I didnt have it. You see..having this 'disease' ...cewahhh...sounds serious je kan...anyway, having it has pervented me from publishing my writings in journals etc...being a phd holder, I am expected by others to write, publish, write some more, publish some more....(hey...ingat orang takde kerja lain ke nak dibuat...)...And the dreaded question is being asked "Dah berapa articles u publish in what journal...blablablablabla...???". Macam le kita ni terra bebenor...Well, being asked this "question of the year" you might say, makes me wonder, do I exude a certain kind of aura that makes people think that I am so good in writing and getting published???? Please...you guys are putting me under a lot of pressure....!! I need a breather from the 3.5 years of gruelling phd work. I think I may need that long too to recover. And I also think that my head is permanently damaged...get it? P.H.D = permanent head damage! Sometimes, I would forget what i just said a mere minute ago! But when you think about it again...(bila dah sedor le)...pressure can be good too...betul? tak betul?....Many people I've seen work better under stress. but in my case.....dont seem to work better, stress or no stress (Hrmmmmffff....see the pattern here? Did'nt I say that I have a bad case of low self esteem?) I think what I need is someone to tell me that I'm good and that what she or he says is believable. So, if anyone's reading this.....am i any good or otherwise?

p/s: Tapi, kalau invited to a red carpet event like in the picture.....okey aje!!!